scots_wolf: (Mad)
scots_wolf ([personal profile] scots_wolf) wrote2012-10-26 01:25 am

OOM: Slendyplot: Kindnapping Charles Xavier

No more fear.

No more memories.

No more the memories of grey ruins in the fog, no more the memories of spilled blood and wails, no longer the memory of all the faces, crumpled and dead, sweet and innocent.

I am the monster, I can become the fear, I will prove I am the monster, not that which is afraid, and then nothing shall ever touch me again.

Not the wailing of children, not the doubt in the eyes of friends, not the absence of Saffron or Moist.

Not the desperate yowl of the dog as he runs away, afraid of the monster I've become.

Nothing touches me, once it is sealed.

So I quietly wander in the mist, become the mist, damp grass underneath my feet and ragged trees unable to touch me; hunting one to pounce and take, to bring to sacrifice, that which must be given over to seal the pact with the fear.

So I become pure fear itself, and never need feel it again.
balancingminds: (hand to focus)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-25 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
That didn't work, the other mind is searching for him. He doesn't want to be taken away, he's not broken.

The fog moves in a touch of wind and he tries to concentrate on the other mind, make himself disappear. He knows how to do this but everything's harder now.
balancingminds: (painful focus)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-26 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
If he stays still and keeps projecting that he's not here, he'll be safe.

He doesn't want to look at the fog, he can feel it too easily and the X on his cufflink has broken the skin on his finger, but he doesn't stop pressing.

The pain and that feeling is real, he needs to hold onto it so he doesn't get lost even more.
balancingminds: (tousled hurt)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-26 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
He stops focusing for a moment to wrap his handkerchief around his finger, nothing's working as it should. The drops of his blood look like a circle with a cross through it on the ground and he starts to cough.
balancingminds: (worry)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-26 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Every ounce of his concentration goes into trying to hide as he thinks. I'm not here. I'm not here.
balancingminds: (don't want to think)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-26 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
He's scared and stays as still as he can.
balancingminds: (breaking)

[personal profile] balancingminds 2012-10-26 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
His fear fills the air and he yells, "No, I'm not mad!"
Edited 2012-10-26 01:19 (UTC)